It has been on my mind for a few days already, but I can take it no more. I just don’t fucking understand why our courts have to hang Iwuchkwu Amara Tochi.

Yes, he is 21 years old, making him an adult by Singaporean law. As an adult, he should know better than to dabble in drugs. However, a high court judge noted that there was no evidence suggesting that Tochi knew that the capsule that he was asked to bring to Singapore contained heroin. Is this not a FUCKING VALID MITIGATING factor?

Why are we killing a person who quite clearly has been made used of? Was there evidence to suggest that Tochi was benefiting from bringing the drug into Singapore? Bloody hell, do we have to kill a person just because some damn law said so without considering the factors of the case? Does Tochi deserve to receive the same kind of punishment as cold-blooded murderers?

I have never opposed the death penalty in Singapore because I believe that it is a necessary evil at times. Unfortunately, I never imagined that it would be applied so mechanically. In fact, I think it has been so grossly abused. I have lost faith in the Singapore justice system. The taking of one’s life as punishment now appears to be nothing more than routine business.

Tochi, I am so sorry. Tochi’s mum and dad, I am so very sorry too. Tochi does not deserve to die. My country chose to kill him even though there were doubts on his case. I’m sorry that there is nothing I can do. I am just a small fry in this country whose voice will probably not be heard. Nonetheless, I still want to say sorry. It’s the least I can do.

From today on, I will never support the death penalty again, no matter how good the reasons are for killing a person as punishment. My eyes have been opened, but it came at the expense of Tochi’s blood.

Tochi will be hanged tomorrow morning. Fuck this. Is there justice at all in this world? I’m sorry if I don’t sound like my normal self. I’m just so upset.